Insecurity

Sometimes you feel
So insecure
Nothing is what it seems
It's all one big blur

Everyone you get close to
Is somehow pushed away
And you start to question
Every single word you say

Everyone is around you
But it feels like your alone
It's a crazy feeling
Unlike any one you have ever known

People try to help out
But there's nothing they can do
It's deeper than that
It's something inside of you

Everyone has their problems
It's just how you work though
Some you need help with
Some you wish you never knew

until now its YOU

For how many years I’m secretly fallen in love with someone. Someone who capture my attention. Someone who knock the door of my innocent heart.

To be continued......

I Am Beautiful!!!!

i am fearfully and wonderfully made
he knew me before i knew myself
He created me in His own Image
everything He's created is beautiful

since i was created in His Image...I AM BEAUTIFUL

so what if i'm "overweight"
so what if i have a disability
so what if i have a bad day
i need to focus on what He gave me...

He gave me LIFE
He gave me HOPE
He gave me SALVATION
He gave me MERCY

He gave me a brain--i can think
He gave me vision--i can see
He gave me hearing--i can hear
He gave me speech--i can talk sing (not too good, but it's *my* song to the Lord!)

He gave me motion--i can run walk jump HALLELUIA
He gave me breath--ahhhhhh, wonderful air!
He gave me mornings
He gave me nighttimes

He gave me EVERYTHING

everything i have is because of Him
everything i am is because of Him
everything i have is because of His Love

AND I AM BEAUTIFUL!!!!